I'm alwayz with you

Achievment

2009-09-16T16:07:00.004+08:00

Finally I got my Driving license!..hehe...Yesterday going through the test is damn stressing..haha..The Traffic police instructor was so fierce..I was nervous at that point of time and with his high tone make me more nervous..Feel like killing him at that point of time..haha..But yet his the one who pass me..haha...4 more days to hari raya, Time flies very2 fast every year..I just clean up my house just now, it was so tiring,Im going to sleep ryte now...Actually there is Not much story for today,i will update again soon..Sayanora!

Discouraging

2009-08-29T18:20:00.003+08:00

It's been a week i fast but i feel as if ive already fasted for weeks. Fasting month make me feel lazy to go to school because there is nothin to do during my lunch and break time. This week is my deadline for my assignment and projects... Stressful week i would say... hmm... I juz have to endure this as its only few weeks before school term break..*Cannot wait*hehe..

My Driving test is getting close however i juz feel that as the day getting near my confidence level is getting low. I beginning to see that there is no point taking the test nevertheless I need to motivate myself. It disappoints me because even i pass the test i cannot have the privilege to drive on my own. I feel there is not enough support from my family. They dont have the trust in me, part of me feel like to rebel but after giving it some thoughts, I don't wanna be an insolent child. Due to respect i still can curb this frustration. I already talk things out but its not working, nothing has changed. Should i understand them instead and follow what they say? and if i do, i think I will never grow up and learn things like any other teenage kids. I will never experience things on my own. Will they ever understand how i feel right now? Ive been bottling this feeling for quite sometime. Sometimes i see my friends parent show trust in their kids. I question myself "why can't my parent be like theirs"..haiz..

Fasting Month

2009-08-23T14:03:00.004+08:00

Time flies very fast this year, yesterday i juz realised we already started fasting for the holy month Ramadan... Somehow my family and I felt something was missing this year and that was the absence of my late grandmother. Its been almost a year she has left us. Her demise made such a huge impact and loss to our family. I really miss her tremendously... i love pampering her. The one thing i'll never forget was the moment i spent the rest of the my week with her at the hospital. I fed her food, kept her company and at that point of time i felt something was not right. To me her depart was too soon but at least she managed to see my cousin engagement and that was day i saw her last smile on her face too. Her depart has taught me a lesson not to take our love ones for granted and to treasure your love ones each single day. Its been quite sometime i didn't visit her cemetery cause its hard to get there without vehicle... so hopefully i pass my driving test soon so that it is convenient for me to go there as often as I like.

Yesterday, i had to break my fast alone at work for the first time, normally the first day of breaking fast it will be with my family at home enjoying variety of food. Lastly before i close today's chapter , to my baby thank you for being there during thick and thin. I appreciate what you have done for me and all the sacfrices you have made. To all Muslim out there have a happy blessed fasting month.

In loving memories of grandmother*Al-fatehah*

Aching

2009-08-18T23:45:00.003+08:00

My whole body was aching especially my tighs..gosh i cant really walk properly..This is all bcoz of not warming up ferst b4 playing soccer at cage yesterday..I was feeling lazy just now to go to school,hmm actually not only tday bus this year I'm slacking..Duno why...hmm..Oh yah talking about yesterday,after playing at cage I and Muhd Nuh was planning to walk to kallang mrt, but this idea turn to be a bad day 4 us..We were walking on the right direction till we turn to a wrong direction when we reach kallang stadium..Turn to a wrng direction is another thing so we went to a nearest resturant near mcdonald.I dunno where were we that point of time..We went to ask a lady working there a nearest bustop and what bus went to kallang Mrt station..Guss what this stupid lady making us worst giving us the wrong information..Luckily We checked with the bus driver ferst b4 boarding in..This lady i think death coz we ask her what bus went to kallang mrt station but the bus she told us to take is going back to kallang stadium..Siao ryte..Afterall we manage to reach to a nearest mrt station which is at Aljunied thanx to an uncle that we manage to ask at a nearest Block around there...I and Muhd Nuh also consider this incident as an exercise..haha..I think we walked about 2 kilometers or more i guess..Overall, we are lost but yet we get to explore certain things..haha..Only Me and Muhd Nuh Knows..till here..SAYONARA!

12th August 2009

2009-08-12T22:41:00.004+08:00

I don't know why this past few weeks I've been comin late to school and wake up quite late..If i were to say i'm too tired, i guess i dont cause i've been reducing my working days at at airport..so wat did cause my tiredness, i guess i didnt have enuf sleep..Haiz..hmm..Just now i went to fetch syg after work.. We had a date at Bedok Banquet before she went to school..hehe..I pity her sometimes Coz i cn feel she's feeling tired as she working and studying at the same time..I ate kway teow goreng,it was damn spicy and bcoz of that i didnt finish the food,syg finished it for me and syg ate mee hong kong,look tasty to me..hehe..Tday story is just short so i guess till here for tday..Sayonara!

National Day Celebration

2009-08-11T21:30:00.007+08:00

Hey2, sorie for not updating my blog this few days.. hmm..I've been busy and tired lately,not getting enough sleep..damn tired..On National day, me and syg and cuzzin when to the padang to celebrate National Day..So kecohrable when me and syg meet cuz at padang..Alot of people already fill up most of the space at padang. I guess majority of the singaporeans when there to watch fireworks including me and cuzzin..haha. But somehow i feel that last year celebration is much more happening than this year,this year like so dull..It was a brief firework as i actually i expected it to be longer..but something i love most when the fancy firework form a shape of a heart..haha..Kewl tau guys...Hopefully next year i got the ticket for ndp...haha..till here my story end for tday and to all Singaporeans Happy National Day..Sayonara!

Her burfdae

2009-08-07T01:11:00.003+08:00

Just came back home from sending syg her surprise birthday present with my cuzzin,Aidil and kak Yana. I was excited to give her the present just now. She didnt know actually i was waiting outside her doorstep to pass her the present. She like the present and touched but atually its nothin big syg...hehe.."Make sure u pkai biler nk tdo"..haha. Btw thanx to aidil and kak yana for accompanying me. Sorie syg i cnt spent tyme on ur burfdae tmrw coz im working. We still have saturday to celebrate it with our anni. After sending syg present, we went to have supper at tenderbest across the street near my house. We have a chit chat about my late grandmother. We miss her alot. We will alwayz remember you deeply in the heart. Hope u r fine in the other world. I wish u were here to celebrate fasting month with us that is coming near. Till here for today story..Sayonara!

Surprise!!

2009-08-06T00:31:00.001+08:00

I went to pick up some stuff 4 syg just now after school. I had a date with my bby girl at KFC b4 sending her to school around 6 plus and btw sorry syg bcoz of the date ur late for school..hee. Her birthday is coming and our annivesary is coming 2. It was meant to be a surprise though. I'm sorry i didnt tell u where i went to grab the stuff without tellin you just now. Soon you will know my dear. I hope you like it and love it. Went to farid house and print Ns documentation after sending bby to school. It was Damn Leceh actually!..haha. Luckily Farid at home to help me out. Thanx bro..Yawn!!its getting late now, tomorrow got a school to catch cant be late again!.. SAYONARA!

3rd&4th July 2009

2009-08-03T23:50:00.000+08:00

Hello! i just came back from my cousin house at JB yesterday. I stayed there for 2 days. It was exciting when i reach there..my cousin were karaoke-ing. The first thing when i reached there was karaoke before changing my clothes..haha. The best thing was that My aunty drove me and my cousin to the waterfall at Kota Tinggi but we didn't enter the place. On the way back home, i was sleeping in the bus peacefully until i was knock by a passenger bag twice on the leg. Damn annoying, feel like smackin their heads..haha. Tday story i went to school as per normal, after that fetch syg from work and meet amerul, azri ,alep at alep void deck. We help amerul polish his bike..haha. I show u some pics hw hard we work to help amerul polish his bike..Till then.. Sayonara!

Tired&sleepy

2009-07-29T23:37:00.001+08:00

Today was a great day but somehow i dunno why i felt tired n sleepy. Maybe I don't have enough rest this few days. I fetch syg from school just now. Pity her cause she was Fasting, she only ate a bread when its time to break the Fast. So i ask my mom to pack her some food and give it to her. She was happy and so do i. As long she is happy, im happy for her. By the way thanks to daya and adila for accompanying me after school. However i was disappointed cause i cannot get her the things that i wanna buy for her. Maybe not now.. Hmm. i think thats all i have for today.. Sayonara!

Being Young Adults

2009-07-29T00:43:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i wonder why i cannot be like my friends. What have i done wrong to deserve this? I'm 19 now and soon going to be 20, why is he treating me like a kid? I know he loves me dearly and cares for me but what's with the "no trust treatment"? What i hate to hear is when he says ''U dunno how to stay home is it''? or "u dunno how to come home?" when i'm outside. The way he said as if i'm alwayz hanging out with my friends but the true fact i seldom go out for recreational activities and whenever i have the time i will be spending it with my GF or I'm either busy with school or working. I understand there is a confusion between our presence at home. When i'm at home, he is working or vice versa and he should'nt make any assumption about me going out. This is not fair for me neither I'm trying to be smart nor rude to him so i usually keep myself quiet when he has doubts about me. I feel at my age now i don't need a punctual curfew as i know how to take care of myself. I understand he is being protective but what about letting me to explore my youngadulthood? I'm not trying to be biased but it is tough to explain to him this whole issue than to my mom. I feel comfortable to talk with her cause i feel like im treated maturely whenever we have a conversation. No doubt, he is a good father but why doesnt he trust me. How long will this thing gonna continue? Will it stop when I'm 21 or It will never end? haiz..help me!

2009-07-27T16:57:00.000+08:00

Here are the pics at abg Yan's wedding, the picture from the top is the cousins Pictures with mygrandfather with his sister, thats quite alot of my cousins right?..haha. This are the cousins that tease me that day they are in the second pics,but thanx to them too,they snap quite alot of my pics thanx yeah Amalyna..haha. One of the pics was when i'm singing with my cousin. and the last 2 pics,we take pictures with the wedding couple and my small brother playing by himself..haha. i guess thats all for now..Sayonara!

Boy 2 Man

2009-07-24T15:01:00.000+08:00

Life isn't about the destination but the journey we have yet to pass through

that will make us stronger and well equipped

in our future endeavours. My cousin,Aidil, has just went to serve NS today. The whole family is gonna miss him but not to worry after 2 weeks hard training he will be back home in no time. We wish him all the best! I'm wondering what is it gonna be like in Pulau Tekong haha... And soon its gonna be my turn but at least i had spent time with him before he left. We went to play soccer at THE CAGE at Kallang 2 days ago. It was fun but yet i injured my hamstring and still had to go for my car practical lesson with my injured leg.

I have to go for work later but i felt lazy due to my condition but im forcing myself to go. Meanwhile i try to get rest till then have a good weekend. Sayonara!

What A Day Yesterday

2009-07-20T16:38:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a tiring day,

helping out at my cousins wedding but it was fun though

when we met, things started to go crazy..haha,we had karaoke

sessions singing and boy i noticed we had alot of aspiring singers in the family..haha

Guess what,one of my cousins voice is like Siti Nurhaliza,*Kak Noh*

I hope u are reading this..haha..

I like the color of the wedding concept especially the

''Pelamin" because the colours are my favourite

combination of blue&white..I envy the wedding couple,they are sweet and matching.

Wondering when is its gonna be my turn..biler syg? kene kumpul duit dulu... haha

Syg couldn't come yesterday, she went out with her

mum, some of my cousins were asking about her too. I Can't upload the

pictures yet, waiting for my cousins to pass it to me. I will definitely sure to upload them the soonest. Meanwhile Ciaos!

16 July 2009

2009-07-16T21:18:00.000+08:00

I went down to fetch syg from work juz

on the way there the bus was damn full with TP students

damn annoying they keep pushing arnd the bus..

Had quarrel with syg over some stuff,

but now its ok after i comfort

her..I love her no matter what,

even though i scold her sometimes

Doesnt mean i scold u i dun love u

coz i want u to be the best for urself and for us k syg...:)..

till here 4 tday..Ciaos!

First Day BloGGing

2009-07-16T14:04:00.000+08:00

Ferstly i wanna thank Daya and Romey
for helping me organize my blog..im glad bcoz
finally i get to have my own blog thnx to daya pesturing me..
thnx guyz....ur the best lamers i have in claz..haha!!!