16 September 2009

Finally I got my Driving license!..hehe...Yesterday going through the test is damn stressing..haha..The Traffic police instructor was so fierce..I was nervous at that point of time and with his high tone make me more nervous..Feel like killing him at that point of time..haha..But yet his the one who pass me..haha...4 more days to hari raya, Time flies very2 fast every year..I just clean up my house just now, it was so tiring,Im going to sleep ryte now...Actually there is Not much story for today,i will update again soon..Sayanora!

Oteto Senpai
4:07:00 PM


29 August 2009

It's been a week i fast but i feel as if ive already fasted for weeks. Fasting month make me feel lazy to go to school because there is nothin to do during my lunch and break time. This week is my deadline for my assignment and projects... Stressful week i would say... hmm... I juz have to endure this as its only few weeks before school term break..*Cannot wait*hehe..
My Driving test is getting close however i juz feel that as the day getting near my confidence level is getting low. I beginning to see that there is no point taking the test nevertheless I need to motivate myself. It disappoints me because even i pass the test i cannot have the privilege to drive on my own. I feel there is not enough support from my family. They dont have the trust in me, part of me feel like to rebel but after giving it some thoughts, I don't wanna be an insolent child. Due to respect i still can curb this frustration. I already talk things out but its not working, nothing has changed. Should i understand them instead and follow what they say? and if i do, i think I will never grow up and learn things like any other teenage kids. I will never experience things on my own. Will they ever understand how i feel right now? Ive been bottling this feeling for quite sometime. Sometimes i see my friends parent show trust in their kids. I question myself "why can't my parent be like theirs"..haiz..

Oteto Senpai
6:20:00 PM


23 August 2009


Time flies very fast this year, yesterday i juz realised we already started fasting for the holy month Ramadan... Somehow my family and I felt something was missing this year and that was the absence of my late grandmother. Its been almost a year she has left us. Her demise made such a huge impact and loss to our family. I really miss her tremendously... i love pampering her. The one thing i'll never forget was the moment i spent the rest of the my week with her at the hospital. I fed her food, kept her company and at that point of time i felt something was not right. To me her depart was too soon but at least she managed to see my cousin engagement and that was day i saw her last smile on her face too. Her depart has taught me a lesson not to take our love ones for granted and to treasure your love ones each single day. Its been quite sometime i didn't visit her cemetery cause its hard to get there without vehicle... so hopefully i pass my driving test soon so that it is convenient for me to go there as often as I like.


Yesterday, i had to break my fast alone at work for the first time, normally the first day of breaking fast it will be with my family at home enjoying variety of food. Lastly before i close today's chapter , to my baby thank you for being there during thick and thin. I appreciate what you have done for me and all the sacfrices you have made. To all Muslim out there have a happy blessed fasting month.


In loving memories of grandmother*Al-fatehah*

Oteto Senpai
2:03:00 PM


18 August 2009

My whole body was aching especially my tighs..gosh i cant really walk properly..This is all bcoz of not warming up ferst b4 playing soccer at cage yesterday..I was feeling lazy just now to go to school,hmm actually not only tday bus this year I'm slacking..Duno why...hmm..Oh yah talking about yesterday,after playing at cage I and Muhd Nuh was planning to walk to kallang mrt, but this idea turn to be a bad day 4 us..We were walking on the right direction till we turn to a wrong direction when we reach kallang stadium..Turn to a wrng direction is another thing so we went to a nearest resturant near mcdonald.I dunno where were we that point of time..We went to ask a lady working there a nearest bustop and what bus went to kallang Mrt station..Guss what this stupid lady making us worst giving us the wrong information..Luckily We checked with the bus driver ferst b4 boarding in..This lady i think death coz we ask her what bus went to kallang mrt station but the bus she told us to take is going back to kallang stadium..Siao ryte..Afterall we manage to reach to a nearest mrt station which is at Aljunied thanx to an uncle that we manage to ask at a nearest Block around there...I and Muhd Nuh also consider this incident as an exercise..haha..I think we walked about 2 kilometers or more i guess..Overall, we are lost but yet we get to explore certain things..haha..Only Me and Muhd Nuh Knows..till here..SAYONARA!

Oteto Senpai
11:45:00 PM





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