I"m Alwayz with You

29 August 2009

It's been a week i fast but i feel as if ive already fasted for weeks. Fasting month make me feel lazy to go to school because there is nothin to do during my lunch and break time. This week is my deadline for my assignment and projects... Stressful week i would say... hmm... I juz have to endure this as its only few weeks before school term break..*Cannot wait*hehe..

My Driving test is getting close however i juz feel that as the day getting near my confidence level is getting low. I beginning to see that there is no point taking the test nevertheless I need to motivate myself. It disappoints me because even i pass the test i cannot have the privilege to drive on my own. I feel there is not enough support from my family. They dont have the trust in me, part of me feel like to rebel but after giving it some thoughts, I don't wanna be an insolent child. Due to respect i still can curb this frustration. I already talk things out but its not working, nothing has changed. Should i understand them instead and follow what they say? and if i do, i think I will never grow up and learn things like any other teenage kids. I will never experience things on my own. Will they ever understand how i feel right now? Ive been bottling this feeling for quite sometime. Sometimes i see my friends parent show trust in their kids. I question myself "why can't my parent be like theirs"..haiz..

Oteto Senpai

6:20:00 PM

23 August 2009

Time flies very fast this year, yesterday i juz realised we already started fasting for the holy month Ramadan... Somehow my family and I felt something was missing this year and that was the absence of my late grandmother. Its been almost a year she has left us. Her demise made such a huge impact and loss to our family. I really miss her tremendously... i love pampering her. The one thing i'll never forget was the moment i spent the rest of the my week with her at the hospital. I fed her food, kept her company and at that point of time i felt something was not right. To me her depart was too soon but at least she managed to see my cousin engagement and that was day i saw her last smile on her face too. Her depart has taught me a lesson not to take our love ones for granted and to treasure your love ones each single day. Its been quite sometime i didn't visit her cemetery cause its hard to get there without vehicle... so hopefully i pass my driving test soon so that it is convenient for me to go there as often as I like.

Yesterday, i had to break my fast alone at work for the first time, normally the first day of breaking fast it will be with my family at home enjoying variety of food. Lastly before i close today's chapter , to my baby thank you for being there during thick and thin. I appreciate what you have done for me and all the sacfrices you have made. To all Muslim out there have a happy blessed fasting month.

In loving memories of grandmother*Al-fatehah*

Oteto Senpai

2:03:00 PM

18 August 2009

My whole body was aching especially my tighs..gosh i cant really walk properly..This is all bcoz of not warming up ferst b4 playing soccer at cage yesterday..I was feeling lazy just now to go to school,hmm actually not only tday bus this year I'm slacking..Duno why...hmm..Oh yah talking about yesterday,after playing at cage I and Muhd Nuh was planning to walk to kallang mrt, but this idea turn to be a bad day 4 us..We were walking on the right direction till we turn to a wrong direction when we reach kallang stadium..Turn to a wrng direction is another thing so we went to a nearest resturant near mcdonald.I dunno where were we that point of time..We went to ask a lady working there a nearest bustop and what bus went to kallang Mrt station..Guss what this stupid lady making us worst giving us the wrong information..Luckily We checked with the bus driver ferst b4 boarding in..This lady i think death coz we ask her what bus went to kallang mrt station but the bus she told us to take is going back to kallang stadium..Siao ryte..Afterall we manage to reach to a nearest mrt station which is at Aljunied thanx to an uncle that we manage to ask at a nearest Block around there...I and Muhd Nuh also consider this incident as an exercise..haha..I think we walked about 2 kilometers or more i guess..Overall, we are lost but yet we get to explore certain things..haha..Only Me and Muhd Nuh Knows..till here..SAYONARA!

Oteto Senpai

11:45:00 PM

12 August 2009

I don't know why this past few weeks I've been comin late to school and wake up quite late..If i were to say i'm too tired, i guess i dont cause i've been reducing my working days at at airport..so wat did cause my tiredness, i guess i didnt have enuf sleep..Haiz..hmm..Just now i went to fetch syg after work.. We had a date at Bedok Banquet before she went to school..hehe..I pity her sometimes Coz i cn feel she's feeling tired as she working and studying at the same time..I ate kway teow goreng,it was damn spicy and bcoz of that i didnt finish the food,syg finished it for me and syg ate mee hong kong,look tasty to me..hehe..Tday story is just short so i guess till here for tday..Sayonara!

Oteto Senpai

10:41:00 PM

11 August 2009

Hey2, sorie for not updating my blog this few days.. hmm..I've been busy and tired lately,not getting enough sleep..damn tired..On National day, me and syg and cuzzin when to the padang to celebrate National Day..So kecohrable when me and syg meet cuz at padang..Alot of people already fill up most of the space at padang. I guess majority of the singaporeans when there to watch fireworks including me and cuzzin..haha. But somehow i feel that last year celebration is much more happening than this year,this year like so dull..It was a brief firework as i actually i expected it to be longer..but something i love most when the fancy firework form a shape of a heart..haha..Kewl tau guys...Hopefully next year i got the ticket for ndp...haha..till here my story end for tday and to all Singaporeans Happy National Day..Sayonara!

Oteto Senpai

9:30:00 PM

07 August 2009

Just came back home from sending syg her surprise birthday present with my cuzzin,Aidil and kak Yana. I was excited to give her the present just now. She didnt know actually i was waiting outside her doorstep to pass her the present. She like the present and touched but atually its nothin big syg...hehe.."Make sure u pkai biler nk tdo"..haha. Btw thanx to aidil and kak yana for accompanying me. Sorie syg i cnt spent tyme on ur burfdae tmrw coz im working. We still have saturday to celebrate it with our anni. After sending syg present, we went to have supper at tenderbest across the street near my house. We have a chit chat about my late grandmother. We miss her alot. We will alwayz remember you deeply in the heart. Hope u r fine in the other world. I wish u were here to celebrate fasting month with us that is coming near. Till here for today story..Sayonara!

Oteto Senpai

1:11:00 AM

06 August 2009

I went to pick up some stuff 4 syg just now after school. I had a date with my bby girl at KFC b4 sending her to school around 6 plus and btw sorry syg bcoz of the date ur late for school..hee. Her birthday is coming and our annivesary is coming 2. It was meant to be a surprise though. I'm sorry i didnt tell u where i went to grab the stuff without tellin you just now. Soon you will know my dear. I hope you like it and love it. Went to farid house and print Ns documentation after sending bby to school. It was Damn Leceh actually!..haha. Luckily Farid at home to help me out. Thanx bro..Yawn!!its getting late now, tomorrow got a school to catch cant be late again!.. SAYONARA!

Oteto Senpai

12:31:00 AM

03 August 2009

Hello! i just came back from my cousin house at JB yesterday. I stayed there for 2 days. It was exciting when i reach there..my cousin were karaoke-ing. The first thing when i reached there was karaoke before changing my clothes..haha. The best thing was that My aunty drove me and my cousin to the waterfall at Kota Tinggi but we didn't enter the place. On the way back home, i was sleeping in the bus peacefully until i was knock by a passenger bag twice on the leg. Damn annoying, feel like smackin their heads..haha. Tday story i went to school as per normal, after that fetch syg from work and meet amerul, azri ,alep at alep void deck. We help amerul polish his bike..haha. I show u some pics hw hard we work to help amerul polish his bike..Till then.. Sayonara!

Oteto Senpai

11:50:00 PM