I"m Alwayz with You

29 July 2009

Today was a great day but somehow i dunno why i felt tired n sleepy. Maybe I don't have enough rest this few days. I fetch syg from school just now. Pity her cause she was Fasting, she only ate a bread when its time to break the Fast. So i ask my mom to pack her some food and give it to her. She was happy and so do i. As long she is happy, im happy for her. By the way thanks to daya and adila for accompanying me after school. However i was disappointed cause i cannot get her the things that i wanna buy for her. Maybe not now.. Hmm. i think thats all i have for today.. Sayonara!

Oteto Senpai

11:37:00 PM

Sometimes i wonder why i cannot be like my friends. What have i done wrong to deserve this? I'm 19 now and soon going to be 20, why is he treating me like a kid? I know he loves me dearly and cares for me but what's with the "no trust treatment"? What i hate to hear is when he says ''U dunno how to stay home is it''? or "u dunno how to come home?" when i'm outside. The way he said as if i'm alwayz hanging out with my friends but the true fact i seldom go out for recreational activities and whenever i have the time i will be spending it with my GF or I'm either busy with school or working. I understand there is a confusion between our presence at home. When i'm at home, he is working or vice versa and he should'nt make any assumption about me going out. This is not fair for me neither I'm trying to be smart nor rude to him so i usually keep myself quiet when he has doubts about me. I feel at my age now i don't need a punctual curfew as i know how to take care of myself. I understand he is being protective but what about letting me to explore my youngadulthood? I'm not trying to be biased but it is tough to explain to him this whole issue than to my mom. I feel comfortable to talk with her cause i feel like im treated maturely whenever we have a conversation. No doubt, he is a good father but why doesnt he trust me. How long will this thing gonna continue? Will it stop when I'm 21 or It will never end? haiz..help me!

Oteto Senpai

12:43:00 AM

27 July 2009

Here are the pics at abg Yan's wedding, the picture from the top is the cousins Pictures with mygrandfather with his sister, thats quite alot of my cousins right?..haha. This are the cousins that tease me that day they are in the second pics,but thanx to them too,they snap quite alot of my pics thanx yeah Amalyna..haha. One of the pics was when i'm singing with my cousin. and the last 2 pics,we take pictures with the wedding couple and my small brother playing by himself..haha. i guess thats all for now..Sayonara!

Oteto Senpai

4:57:00 PM

24 July 2009

Life isn't about the destination but the journey we have yet to pass through

that will make us stronger and well equipped

in our future endeavours. My cousin,Aidil, has just went to serve NS today. The whole family is gonna miss him but not to worry after 2 weeks hard training he will be back home in no time. We wish him all the best! I'm wondering what is it gonna be like in Pulau Tekong haha... And soon its gonna be my turn but at least i had spent time with him before he left. We went to play soccer at THE CAGE at Kallang 2 days ago. It was fun but yet i injured my hamstring and still had to go for my car practical lesson with my injured leg.

I have to go for work later but i felt lazy due to my condition but im forcing myself to go. Meanwhile i try to get rest till then have a good weekend. Sayonara!

Oteto Senpai

3:01:00 PM

20 July 2009

Yesterday was a tiring day,

helping out at my cousins wedding but it was fun though

when we met, things started to go crazy..haha,we had karaoke

sessions singing and boy i noticed we had alot of aspiring singers in the family..haha

Guess what,one of my cousins voice is like Siti Nurhaliza,*Kak Noh*

I hope u are reading this..haha..

I like the color of the wedding concept especially the

''Pelamin" because the colours are my favourite

combination of blue&white..I envy the wedding couple,they are sweet and matching.

Wondering when is its gonna be my turn..biler syg? kene kumpul duit dulu... haha

Syg couldn't come yesterday, she went out with her

mum, some of my cousins were asking about her too. I Can't upload the

pictures yet, waiting for my cousins to pass it to me. I will definitely sure to upload them the soonest. Meanwhile Ciaos!

Oteto Senpai

4:38:00 PM

16 July 2009

I went down to fetch syg from work juz

on the way there the bus was damn full with TP students

damn annoying they keep pushing arnd the bus..

Had quarrel with syg over some stuff,

but now its ok after i comfort

her..I love her no matter what,

even though i scold her sometimes

Doesnt mean i scold u i dun love u

coz i want u to be the best for urself and for us k syg...:)..

till here 4 tday..Ciaos!

Oteto Senpai

9:18:00 PM

Ferstly i wanna thank Daya and Romey
for helping me organize my blog..im glad bcoz
finally i get to have my own blog thnx to daya pesturing me..
thnx guyz....ur the best lamers i have in claz..haha!!!

Oteto Senpai

2:04:00 PM